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Ultimate Fantasy 101 The Courier

Let me begin by telling you my ultimate fantasy.
I am the courier who brings Jesus back to life.
Is that really happening?
I am the whip that drives out demons.
Are you a prophet?
I am the lamp that shines a thousand new candles.

You can live in a house of illusions, you can have a house of dreams, you can have a garden of illusions, and all you have to worry about is who’s watching.
So this is how it all began.
You’re still here?

I’ll have orange juice.

Yeah, I’d better go. I can’t stay.
I’ll see you later.

They start having sex again.

Happy birthday to you too.

Don’t you start dancing, dance with me.

In Greek they say that heaven is on earth and that hell is in the sea.

Heaven is in the sky; hell is on earth.

Do you realize what you’ve done?
What I’ve done is damn dangerous.

Hell is not far from here.
Dangerous what?
Dangerous to my family and friends.

Prepare the way for the coming of the Lord.


Celebrate birthdays, deathdays, celebrate accomplishments, celebrate festivals.
Sketch a map of sacred places, an enchanted geography.
Walk the old haunts; bars and parks and cruising spots. Therein pick up their trace.
Some will travel in packs and as houses, others are solitary, Learn how to engage with them together and alone.
Among them there will be spirits more or less elevated, more or less wise, more or less chained by their traumas.
Seek the advice of the wise ones, and do not be drowned in the pain and fear of the others.
You may feel yourself to be dying, you may find yourself rapt in panic and anxiety. This is a cost of the work. Learn to separate what is yours and what isn’t.
Part of the work will be to assist those who need healing. To show them how to heal themselves.
Healing may be ecstatic too.
Cultivate empathy, learn to regulate it.
Empathy may register as desire, sickness, terror, joy.
Lean into your anxieties and manias, into your highs and lows.
Often you’ll find the spirits on the other end.
Balance is necessary. As you surround yourself with the dead, invite in life in equal parts.

Let me begin by telling you my ultimate fantasy. . .



Prompt adapted from First Protocols of Queer Goetia

· queer, GPT-2, RunwayML